Your Ad Here

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Still Alive

You have permission to commence with the freaking out now.

And that could mean a) freaking out from happiness that I'm actually back and not dead, b) freaking out at me for being a colossal jackass, or c) probably both if you still bother to come here after almost a full year of inactivity.

I would say that Mystic Girl is done but even I can't make that joke at this point. It's still sitting around somewhere, largely where it was when I made the post below this. It's possible I could finish it at some point. It's also obviously possible I could not. I probably should, just as some sort of repentance.

At this point, why did I bother coming back? I'm not sure. I guess just to say thanks to anyone who was sincerely concerned about my health. I don't really deserve that sort of concern. I made a promise I fully intended to keep and I broke it. No excuses, I just outright broke it.

Where was I? What have I been doing? Why didn't I say anything?

The project I was working on before, that kept me from having time to work on Mystic Girl, went poorly. So when it was over my spirit was a little broken and I just didn't want to do it anymore. It took a while for me to get over things. For a while I just didn't do very much, and then I busied myself with other matters.

So here we are almost a year later. I'm doing pretty good now. Happier, healthier, and working on things that are going very well for me. If Mystic Girl can fit into this life somehow it'll get done. That's no promise, though. I'm not making those anymore.

I am, however, going to read through the entire ludicrously long series of comments on that last post. As self-inflicted punishment. =)

70 comments:

Anonymous said...

woho ur back! i knew it 1st post btw :D

Anonymous said...

hey greetings, cool of you to drop a post =D
glad to know you're still alive! haha with this, you might be considered somewhat of a celebrity
good luck on future endeavors, tell us more about that project! :P

Anonymous said...

my god, he's back. truly a miracle from the (dark) gods.

Anonymous said...

Dont worry about your absence, if the game gets finished yay, if not it would still be nice to hear from you every now and again to know that you are infact alive and know how you are doing.

Thanks for posting man, its a real treat to be able to come here and see your post after so long.

=^_^=

Anonymous said...

just so kids know our forum is relocated to http://tentaclehaven.phpbbhost.net/ temporarily.

the old one got "found"

Anonymous said...

i've been patiently waiting checking in on your site every now and then...didnt really bother to post comments as most of wat ppl were saying either didnt apply to me or i didnt care to make my presence felt...good too see you back yah was a little worried you got hurt or something but also though maybe you found a special someone and moved on with life...either way glad you decided to stop by...

Anonymous said...

hey, hey, no beating yourself up, what help is that once it already has happened? yeah we all wish you had let us know earlier what was going on, but there's no reason to start hating yourself for it, that wont do, you've just told us you're feeling happier again. Don't go thinking you "don't deserve happiness" or some such nonsense. We're all just glad you didn't get arrested or hit by a bus, and I'd venture to say much of the "we must start a hunt!" on the comments of the other page is just nervous joking, and the really mean ones are just disgruntled lurkers and 14-year olds.

Like I've posted before, I'd really rather have a great game that the author was really into than one made in haste due to being rushed, so do it when you're able. I'm sure if/when you do finish it, it will be a triumph!

I'm D.A. by the way, nice to meetcha ;3

Anonymous said...

Wow, lulz. He's back. WB. Life happens, that's why you need to remember that people will tell you that "Tae Interwebz is Serious Business". They lie ;)

Best wishes whether you finish this next game or not.

Anonymous said...

Finally closure.....

Anonymous said...

Who cares if it's not done? We're glad to see you back.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, pretty much what I figured. I think you just gotta develop indifference to the e-masses, and remember not to push yourself to do it, because you don't owe us anything. (even though some may not like me saying that)

Mystic Girl isn't a responsibility, it's just something you should do if you find it fun, and the mood strikes.

P.S. Good do see you aren't dead or in prison.

Anonymous said...

LOL. DUde i checked like every day for a couple of months this year and i was like screw it he probably got caught up in life or something and then i randomly decided to check this page out and i was like omg he's back. Well i hope you are able to finish the game and if not o well. Glad ur doing okay!
---A fan

Anonymous said...

It's alright, your alive, your healthy, and you are happier. All that matters is that you do what you feel is right. Good luck with all your future endeavours my good man.

Anonymous said...

I know what it's like to put a lot of work into something and have it crash down in shambles. Speedier recovery and let the good times roll.

Lumarin said...

It's great that you're back! We've certainly missed you.

I would suggest that you come here more often to enjoy the craziness, it was getting sorta cramped without you in here :0.

Anyways, it doesn't matter whether you finish the game or not, all that matters is that you're ok and thALL GLORY TO THE HYPNOTOAD.(read reddit much?)

...Yeah, that is all.

Anonymous said...

I'm just glad to see you're back and okay!

Always get worried when people disappear from the internets.

Anonymous said...

Totally saw it coming. Good to know you're alive.

Mystic Girl wasn't the only reason we wanted you to reappear, dude, we love you.

Now be active on the forums or I will be forced to kill you.

Also, go to #linemarvel on irc.rizon.net :)

Anonymous said...

Nice to have you back LM.

Anonymous said...

im just glad your back man, it sure was a suprise to check in and see your post

take your time on mystic girl, your life is more important than some game. if you happened to find time and want to use it to make mystic girl im sure everyone will be incredibly happy, but its your free time so do with it what you will ya know?

missed you man

Anonymous said...

hi i have visited here every week since i first found out aout linemarvel and his fabulous games and artwork (june 2004 i think), but this is the first time ive ever posted and i just wanted to say thank you for coming back linemarvel and if you ever want success on ANY project post it here your cult loves you too much to allow for any failure.....keep up the good work, your a genius!

Anonymous said...

HOLYCRAPHOLYCRAPHOLYCRAP!
Ok, I need to calm down slightly. But I really wasn't expecting you to take this long to make another post :P To be honest, I don't care as much about MG as I used to, but I obviously wouldn't mind you finishing it. Anyway, hi!

Anonymous said...

'ey - don't worry about whats happened Linemarvel. If you finish the game that'd be nice, but making sure you've got your life together is a waaaaaaaaay higher priority.

Good luck with those...*checks*...yeouch. 700 comments? You get even more sympathy now.

Anonymous said...

Good to see you back, hopfully we can see some kickass hentai games?

Or should we just settle for one miracle?

Anonymous said...

yay your back! i pretty much assumed you were dead (who didnt) and was about to toss this off my favorites and i accidently clicked it, i saw a different pattern of text in the corner of my eye, and realized -holy shit!- its like some sign from the -dark- gods!

glad your back, healthy, and off to more important matters.
GL reading the posts under the other blog, lol. we almost got to 1000!

Anonymous said...

Welcome back!

Promises are like diets, they are not meant to be kept!

Its alright since everyone gets disenchanted at some time.

Anonymous said...

I have rather enjoyed your forums in your absence, and I am glad to find that they have been moved instead of disappearing entirely. :)

Nanie said...

Line. Stay chill, and if you ever feel like swinging me a line let me know. ^_^

Glad you're doing good, and are healthy. ^^

Anonymous said...

Cactys here. ._. I was kinda concerned. I mean, you made an entry about how the only thing stopping you would be getting hit by a car. Then you stopped posting. >_> Naturally we either figured you were arrested or you were six feet under.

Glad to hear it wasn't so! :D

Take things at your own pace, LM.

Anonymous said...

try movies not games, and glad to see you back. I saw my bookmarked page and i was like, hmmm, maybe 1 more time......AND WHAM YOUR BACK. I commenced with the freaking out.

Anonymous said...

I thought i would be angry if u did this, but it seems anon forgives... Really happy u didn't get hit by a van, but plz.. in the future just post a "stil alive" post a little more often...

Anonymous said...

YOU'RE ALIVE! YOU'RE ALIVE!!!

Anonymous said...

also, more art...

(Now which anon iz I)

Anonymous said...

You not getting run over by a van has really made me look bad.

Please consider the feelings of fictional characters designed for the internet the next time you choose not to be run over by a van.

Anonymous said...

I thought you'd been arrested for making porn in canada like you were talking about earlier, and were just waiting to release your tell-all book "TALES OF A CANADIAN PRISON BITCH as written by L-Dawg".

But you being okay is fine too.

Anonymous said...

You left?

Anonymous said...

Dude, I'm sorry to say since Zone released that Teen Titans tentacle animation 2-parter he's overtaken you in tentacle flash hentai brilliance.

However, there is a way you can reclaim your title! To mystic girl! For great justice!

I'm sure 10 people have said this above me but you should not worry, most people on the forum didn't hate you for disappearing, we were just worried something had happened to you.

Anonymous said...

Dude, promise us one thing. if you can't finish Mystic girl then post what you díd get done. it would still be great.

also, screenshot plz

Anonymous said...

wow, i gotta say, I'm shocked. not that you're back, so much as that everyone seems to have been genuinely worried about your well being. obviously very few of the people who waited for you were 4chan posters, otherwise you'd have been so flamed for this. i was kinda wondering if you'd died myself, glad to see you're still alive.

Anonymous said...

Glad to see your healthy, hope for Mystic Girl eventually but w/e.

Anonymous said...

Good to see you're back. Best of luck with your current projects.

Anonymous said...

So...glad to hear you didn't jinx yourself and get hit by a car :P

Anonymous said...

i think its time for a MG update yep sounds bout right :) i dont care what these others say i wanna see MG done man! here's hoping u finish it and if not i will throw a rubber chicken and a few pots n pans ur way :) just like it was b4 u left ^_^!

Anonymous said...

Nice ot see you back, it was a little roght there for a moment, but your return will usher in a new era for all. Weather you grace use with a new cration, your wisdom will always be loved.

Anonymous said...

Wooo! You live. I was kinda worried, cause there was no warning of hiatus or anything. And it always makes me sad with internet artist just disappear. But you have resurfaced. I can forgive you, since you seem sincerely sorry, plus you used "Still Alive" as your title, and that portal song makes me happy. So yea.

Anonymous said...

*smirks* I hadn't come back here in months, and I wanted to see how many comments there were. I"m glad your'e back. Take your time with Mystic girl, i'm not expecting it at this point.

Anonymous said...

sweet, ur finally back, and in good health, cuz i dont wanna see u in a hospital anytime soon, i got to much work to do as is

Anonymous said...

Omg, he's finally back. :D

I just randomly checked the page and i was like...yay! o.o

Anyway glad to see you're alive. ^^ If you can't make time for mystic girl that's fine, but can you at least do more of the spiral? :O You've got some damn good pics that i still use every so often. xD

Anonymous said...

Well man I give ya props for not just playing a nasty trick on us. Honesty winz =D Glad ur back and having a good life now.

Anonymous said...

Aha, just as I thought. I had a feeling you might one day "wiiiiiise fwom yo' gwave!"

Makes me glad I decided to give it another check-in today. =P

Anonymous said...

Hey! Welcome back :D

Anonymous said...

I sincerely thought you were dead or in jail. Glad to see that neither is true. I'll live without a Mystic Girl.

Anonymous said...

Yay! Welcome Back!

Toki Wartooth (not a bumblebee!) said...

YAY! Lm, is back! Youre the on who introduced me to 4chan, and 4chan is pretty much my only source of hentai (theres a few other smaller ones, but yea)! Without you i would still be stuck with the huns and newgrounds. *shudders* pretty much theres only a few good things on newgrounds, which includes your stuff, and a few others.

Anyways, so glad youre still alive. But now that i've expressed my deep concern. I REALLY want to see mystic girl get done. I have been witing for a long time in anticipation. I don't care how long it takes you really, just PLEASE get it done.

Andf if it would be too much to ask you to keep making more after youre done with it...? Please? I mean, youre a great source of a rare art, hentai games, noone else really makes quality hentai games. Sure, zone-tan makes "games", but they really dont have much appeal as far as gameplay goes. so please lm, if you can find the love for making hentai games that you once had deep in your heart, use it.

Anonymous said...

Nice to have closure. Glad to see that you are well and not dead or in jail. Sorry to hear that you lost your drive. It's happened to me before too. When something that you invest so much in falls flat, or even if it doesn't. It takes a while to get back on the horse.

I hope that you can get back to Mystic Girl, because the hentai game market is shit out there and your stuff rocks.

I think your drive will come back, but the hiatus was a good move. Just keep these folks posted, they go crazy without you.

Anonymous said...

IT doesn't matter to me that the game of Mystic girl isn't finished or probably will never be, but at last we all know that your alive and now kicking, and nice title btw

Anonymous said...

Good to see you back. It's been a damn long while and we're happy you're not dead. :D

Anonymous said...

Repent in the wasted time moping.
~AI

Anonymous said...

CHOCOLATE RAAAAIN. SOME STAY DRY AND OTHERS FEEL THE PAIN.

ITT: Man up and do it.

Anonymous said...

cram it ya foo'! be more sensitive!

Anonymous said...

I can speak for all your fans when I say, We've missed you bud. And I'm sure the vast majority of us bears no ill will to you. Life happens to all of us.

Anonymous said...

Wow, Glad you're ok, man.

Anonymous said...

Me and my blue balls are happy to see your alive

Anonymous said...

Dude you are an internet celebrity now and you know it! Your games create a new aspect of hentai that really everyone has wanted. Your a freakin pioneer man!!

Now your games are awesome and really bring something new to the table. Bringing in the 3rd game would really complete things but thats up to you and whether or not your in the mood.

There has been a few people trying to clone your technique but none of them really got it. A good example is a game called "Minerva" its a 2D side-scrolling hentai game. That person tried and failed MUAAHAHAHA!!! lol You beat them all.

Now if i may i wanna add some ideas and you can use em if you want or not its cool too. Ive always seen the 16 bit side-scrolling games as having some potential for hentai. If you could make a 16 or 32 bit hentai game that would ROCK.

Heres my idea: A naruto hentai game where Hinata is the main character. Simple storyline: Naruto wants to "train" hinata sooo they go out into the monster/tentacle infested woods. ;) Then Naruto runs off. Hinata has to go and avoid being raped by the creatures until she reaches naruto. Naruto acts as a boss and then fights Hinata. His shadow clones can also be a nice aspect to the game. If the whole game can maintain a smooth feel to it, it would be a smash hit. Like when hinata is caught by a monster, it grabs at her, only to rip 1 piece of clothing off, then runs off. The penetraition is really the part that needs to be smoothest but all around everything needs good fluid detail.

Thats just one of my ideas. Im a bit of a naruto fan and i want this to happen badly but i dont know flash sooo ill leave it to the experts. Like u ;)

We all know u gots the skillz man

Anonymous said...

glad to see u living and breathing my friend. dont worry bout the game i bet 90% of the bitching ppl found some other crap to crank one to by now. i respect that this is all free and stuff =D

yay for linemarvel

p.s. if none of this makes sense it cuz im drinking with friends and got a hunch that line posted something

Anonymous said...

youve become an internet nerd cult icon, well done! i started coming back every day, then every week then every month and now its just good to know that your alive man, and that theres more sick freaks in the world than me again nice to have you back

Anonymous said...

thank you much for coming back Linemarvel. Very glad you didn't get ball cancer or get hit by a van.

Anonymous said...

HOLY SMOKING ZEUS.

Anonymous said...

Words can not describe my happiness right now.

Anonymous said...

Welcome back.

Don't worry. You probably must've been through some Hellgate/Mythos level sort of crap.

Anonymous said...

hey take ya time dood!! the first two games were good and i cant wait for the third..keep up the good work man!